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Sunday, May 25, 2008

My published Poem, from International Library of Poetry
Mood:  chillin'
Topic: Dreams, thoughts, etc
 The Flag

Here I am! Don't you see me?
Without me there is no freedom,
For that is what I stand for.
I have been around since the Revolution.
Where those before you fought for your freedom.
I was proudly carried in two World Wars.
I went to Vietnam, Panama, and Guadacanal!
With me you ignore me.
What would you have without me?
I am burned, torn, and ignored.
Is that what you think of your freedom?
I stand for the blood shed for you.
I stand for Victory in Freedom!
I stand for what many take for granted.
I stand for something that may one day be obsolete.
Have respect for what you treasure.
Have respect for your freedom.
Without your freedom this would not be America,
And I would not be your flag.
I would be obsolete.


Mary Atchley
Brawley, CA

Copyright ©1999 Mary Atchley


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You Got Mail -- Another review from 1999
Topic: Movie Review
The movie starring Tom Hanks and Meg Ryan is a total must see! Two people compete against each other in the dog eat dog world of small business versus big business. A 'lil mom and pop bookstore must compete against a larger bookstore the size of Barnes and Noble. The two people in competition in the business world have yet to realize that they are friends in the cyber world. The movie follows the competition as well as the growing sparks between the two. It is a lovely funny, tearful, wonderful story. This is a good movie to watch for those who prefer movies with depth and no profanity and no intimate personal scenes.   in short, "You Got Mail" is a good clean enjoyable movie for the whole family to watch. Hey, if dad likes it and is willing to watch it again it must be good!


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Updated: Sunday, May 25, 2008 8:17 PM PDT

Movie Review -- Ever After --
Topic: Movie Review

Movie Review from my family's website that I wrote back in 1999

The movie "Ever After" begins with an elderly lady telling a story to the Grimm Brothers about a young girl named Daniele. Daniele becomes nicknamed Cinderella. This movie about Cinderella is belivable because there is no fairy godmother involved. There is no magic. It a story of a young girl who gains a stepmother and two sisters days before her father dies and about her life after her father's death. The movie gives a realistic side to the fairy tale "Cinderella". It is well worth renting. Definitely worth adding to your collection of home movies.


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Updated: Sunday, May 25, 2008 8:17 PM PDT

Movie Review -- Episode One -- Star Wars
Mood:  spacey
Topic: Movie Review

Another Review I found on my family's website ...

 Star Wars Episode One gives the answers to the many questions that are asked about Luke Skywalker, Princess Lea, Obi Wan Kenobie, and Anikan Skywalker (aka Darth Vader). Episode One is the summer movie to see. The life of Anikan as a child, how he meets Lea, and Ol' Ben are explained in the Episode. Some awesome fighting, racing, and explosions cause one to sit on the edge of their seat. In short, the movie rocks. This movie answers questions but it also raises more questions. One cannot help but anticipate Epsiode Two.


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Topic: Movie Review

This is an old Review, one I did back in 2000, on my family's website for my family. Here it is for others to read. (oh and other reviews will be posed as well. )

 Movie is entitled:  Keeping the Faith

This movie is about three best friends: two guys and a girl.   They meet in Middle School and are eventually separated becuase of a move. The friends grow up and meet again. They go into their respective careers, one a Rabbi, one a Priest, and one a successful Bussiness Woman. It is about Relationship, Love, and Faith. There, of course are some scenes true to Hollywood.   This movie is a comedy/love story. This movie is not for children. A great movie for a friendly date or outing with the girls. I enjoyed it. I went and saw it with three other girls and a quiet/shy guy. He suggesteed the movie and liked it.

~ H.


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Updated: Sunday, May 25, 2008 8:05 PM PDT

Thursday, March 13, 2008

Changes . . .
Mood:  cheeky
Topic: Dreams, thoughts, etc

Changes. I decided to join WW, and am utilizing the meetings and online. The community is awesome, and helpful, and insightful. Already 6 pounds gone! Yay!

Nothing else is new, stress at work, chaos etc.

But through it all, BLESSED. 

 It is well with my soul.


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Updated: Sunday, May 25, 2008 8:34 PM PDT

Monday, January 21, 2008

Heartfelt thoughts
Mood:  happy

Heartfelt thoughts

 

The other day I posted a blog about my personal faith, the rockiness of it all, and about last year. The next day, Tom and I went to a new church, and it was as though God was telling me "I Am", "I am here, I am here with you, I am here waiting for you to come to me. I do exist, I am real, I am listening." I was as though He read my thoughts, met me at church, and told me that everything is going to be ok, because he was with me. It was awesome, powerful, and rehabilitating. I realized that through my doubt, mistrust, and questions, he was with me, listening to those words, and he knew what I needed to hear to realize the Truth. God does exist. Jesus does exist, He is alive, well, and living in me. The Holy Spirit is true, and awake in me. It was awesome.

Which is probably why I was crushed and disappointed in my friend who has turned his back on Jesus even though he knows the truth, and right path. No matter what he will still be my friend, and I will pray for him.


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Updated: Thursday, May 15, 2008 10:45 PM PDT

Sunday, January 20, 2008

Heavy is the Heart
Mood:  sad

Heavy is the Heart
Current mood: crushed
Category: Friends

It is heavy heart I have learned that a person I once counted a friend has made the decision to turn away from Truth. It is with heavy heart I learn he has made a decision about his faith. I knew him to be a seeker, someone who was trying to determine what he really believed in, and I guess now he has made a decision. Years of prayer, years of witness, and years of hope. I want to say it was all for Naught, but I know better. I know the Truth, and I also know that we are to pray for those like he. With a heavy heart I took him off my friends list. Was this the right decision? I don't know, and I won't know for a while or I may never know. I am saddended that he would choose the path he has chosen, and I am saddened more that he knows the Truth, and yet rejects it. I am saddended, and despaired. My only hope is that life is not over, and there is time. I will continue to pray for him, and his family too. I will pray for his soul. There are certain people I hope will pray with me too.


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Saturday, January 12, 2008

Another Year
Mood:  on fire
Topic: His Hand Is Upon Me

Another Year
Current mood: hopeful
Category: Life

 

Well another year has gone and a new one has arrived. It's been awhile since I have posted anything. I don't even know who reads my posts when I do post. No matter. 2008 is a good year so far, and 2007 was a good one too. Let me see, my brother and his wife had another baby. His name is Andrew. And Carlene, my brother's oldest is growing so very fast. Tom's parents took us on a cruise in Florida, well first we went to Disney world, and then a cruise, See my post for July. The Lord has blessed us with family, friends, a home, a dog, a surrogate sibling for the dog, and more family. My job has been challenging, I now work in the court area at work, and the demands of court keep me busy. Tom is ever so patient and ever so understanding. The only regret I have from 2007, is my walk with my Lord, it hasn't been as strong as I would like. My faith has waivered so and has been challened in such a way I actually did begin to question what was truth, and wasn't. The awesome thing is that Jesus never gives up, never leaves, never doubts, always perseveres, and always always woos. So many times have I questioned my position here at work, and always there is answer, a dream realized, a moment become deja vu, client's strength recognized. Just when I was wondering about my faith, never failed, something would happen or be sad or done that either re-instated it, or stregthened it. I still need to return to church. I realize my lack of church attendance is stemming from being hurt at church years ago, and I need to get over it, build that bridge and move on across it. Not always easy. Reading? not happening. Verses memorized long forgotten brought to forfront of my mind? yah no doubt, definitely, wow so much so that I didn't realize they were memorized. Odd feeling too, since I haven't been reading, those verses long forgotten and long ago memorized still there. I know I am blessed by the Lord, and I am loved. I know that continually He enlarges my territory, has his hand upon and helping me to not cause pain, but to help take pain away. I know His will is being fulfilled in me, and I know that he is with me. I also know that someday somehow we will be blessed with a wee one, and for whatever reason, we haven't been so as of yet. Hopes are raised high, only to be plummetted, more than once more than twice ... too many times last year. 2008 is a new year, full of hopes and dreams again.  Maybe this will be the year, maybe not. I am going to focus on my walk, my faith, and my belief in Christ and my love for him. maybe my stress will diminish, maybe my fears of unknown will dissipate like my fear of spiders is gone forever. I'm healed of that fear! Praise God. I am going to read more, and trust more, and be more thoughtful, more considerate, and say please and thank you and your welcome.  I'm going to learn new recipes and find new favorites. I have learned I like some spice (not alot)  in my food. I will return to the Fellowhip.  I only pray that the Lord will bless my friends, family, and co-workers.  

Happy New Year everyone

M


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Updated: Thursday, May 15, 2008 10:51 PM PDT

Sunday, July 15, 2007

Family Vacation
Mood:  chillin'
Topic: His Hand Is Upon Me

For the family vacation this year we went to Florida, for Walt Disney World. Tom's parents, his two sisters, their families and us went to Florida. It was a land and sea trip, three days at the parks, and 4 days on a Disney Cruise. Hot, relaxing, humid, fun.

July 4, 2007 we flew out of FAT and to Texas, where we met the plan for our second leg of the trip to Florida. From Florida's airport we stayed at a hotel at the airport that night. Nice hotel too. Hyatt Regency.

July 5, 2007 we moved to the Disney Dolphin Resort. Nice resort. The resort has a fish statue here and there to indicate a dolphin. Go figure. Also on this day we went to Epcot Center. We ate lunch in Morroco, Where Tom and I shared a meal. As we were leaving the restaurant, something in a shop caught my attention, and I veered to go shopping. More like browsing! But in doing so, Tom and I lost the rest of the gang, and we were alone the rest of the day. No worries. It was fun. We went on this spaceship simulator, it was ok, fun I guess. I would have liked to go again, but the line was a wait. and there was much more to see. Tom enjoyed it. I thought it was too short for the line.  It was fun though. We went on this Finding Nemo ride, and then on a Spaceship earth. Epcot is quite different from Disneyland. It rained too. And it wasn't cold water. It was warm, due to the humidity. At dinner, we met the family, and saw Goofy, who flirted with Tom's mom!

July 6, 2007 we went to the Magic Kingdom, which is also different from Disneyland. We slept most of the morning away without meaning to. We went to the breakfast that the hotel had, and Tom's pancakes were blueberry pancakes, and the cakes were in the shape of Mickey! We spent the day with Tom's parents. Frontierland and then to Adventureland. Went on the log ride with the song Zippidee doo da Zippidee Ya and Breir Rabbit. We all got drenched!!  Pooh and Tigger were seen. You know how Disneyland has this wacky toon ride in ToonTown? Not at Disneyworld! Toon town is more for the children. The small world ride was similar, and just as memorable. Pirates was a tad bit different with Barbosa and Captain Jack Sparrow added to the ride. My favorite, Haunted Mansion was down for upgrades. Again it rained. And just as the day before, warm water, and in the afternoon again. Yesterday we had umbrellas with Mickey on them, and this day we had ponchos with Mickey on them. Tom and I missed the light parade and fireworks, we were tired. Oh and btw, we somehow missed TomorrowLand.

July 7, 2007 we went to MGM Studios. I am still suprised that I rode the Tower of Terror! Air between me *** and the Seat!!!  You know that famous turkey leg that is advertised to much when talking about Disney on TV? Had one. MY thanksgiving turkey was better, but this leg was so huge, and was good, but I couldn't finish it! Indiana Jones skit was funny. The Beauty and Beast show was great too. Loved it! The Star Tours ride, which is normally at Tomorrow land at Disneyland was found at MGM. Just as I remembered it !!! Ariel the little mermaid skit was good too. for a snack we got marshmellows topped with chocolate, spinkles, and m&ms stuck on a mickey straw. (too bad we didn't get pictures -- at least I don't remember getting pictures). Even though it was hot, humid, sweaty, rainy, and did I say humid?, I had a blast, and I think Tom did too.

July 8, 2007 we joined the rest of disney travelors on the Disney Wonder for a 4 day cruise. But first we went to Disney's Safari Park, where we went on a safari. Also, you know that Matterhorn ride at Disneyland? Well the Mount Everest Expedition is bigger and better and found at the Safari Park! It goes backwards!! And there is a museum of "proof" of the Yeti. Maybe there is a Yeti. Who knows? What was funny was brave neice, who says nothing scares her, hollared at me during the ride to stop screaming, I couldn't it was too much fun, and she is saying at the top of her lungs "I'm not scared, I'm not scared...Stop screaming Aunt Mary, I'm not scared .... "  She was. It was hilarious! Sometimes on a roller coaster you have to raise those hands, and scream! We went on a Water Rapids Ride too. It was fun, again another short ride. But we got soaked. oh well, I got soaked. From the Wild animal park we met the Disney bus and took it to Cape Canaveral for the cruise ship. One of the first things we did was an Emergency Assembly. We have this practice for an emergency where we have to don a life jacket and meet at a designated spot.  Once that was over, I was able to relax. Then we went swimming, and there was a deck party for embarkation. I bought a mickey suit. Our room is an inside room, no window.

July 9, 2007 we stopped at Nassau, and went to explore the Atlantis Aquariums, and learned about the Atlantian Myth --> you know about Atlantis.  Beautiful Aquariums. Sharks, pirranhas, huge fish, sting rays. Plato claimed to have aritifacts from Atlantis, I remember studying about that in college. Where did it all come from? The bus driver we had that took us to the Aquariums talked about nothing else than money. Also, I didn't see any stop signs or lights. He barrelled his way through intersections and turned in tight areas like no tomorrow. That bus had a great turning radius! We had lunch on the boat, and then back to Nassau for shopping. The shops closed early for their Independence Day, 6th year. We went to a bar called Senor Frogs. Brother in Law bought us (me, Tom, TJ, and Sandy) a drink. the guys found their way on stage. TJ -- a beer chugging contest. John singing karoke, and all three men in a dance contest. oh and not to mention the conga for free shots! I drank a yard size drink called the Baha Mama. yes I drank the whole thing too. Not trying to brag, But I too am suprised. I don't normally drink.  

July 10, 2007 we were at Castaway Cay (key), Stingrays, how fun! the felt like satin or silk. We swam with them, during the snorkeling. Then we had lunch on the island. Bike riding! I don't ride. So I was suprised that I did pretty good, I didn't fall! I kept my balance. It was hot though and Tom and I were both tired from the heat, so we cut the bike ride short, the rental was only for an hour, I think we rode about 30 minutes. We went back to the boat and cooled off, swimming. Our host (housekeeping) made a towel animal. a spy dog. A dog actualy, but he used my staw hat and Tom's sunglasses. Yesterday he made a monkey and hung it from a hanger. The day before a swan. Tonight is pirate night. The crew is expected to dress up like pirates for the celebration of "Pirates IN the Carribbean". There was a Pirate's Bash tonight, and fireworks.

July 11, 2007 was completely at sea. Found a laundry mat and did some laundry. that was about 90 minutes, had to dry twice. And then more relaxing. Nothing of interest. Because we both got sunburned at Castaway Cay, we didn't go swimming, and also we were low on sunblock. We rested, watched the Golden Mickeys, and packed. Our luggage had to outside our room by 11:00 if we wanted the staff to take it off ship for us. We ate dinner at Animator's Palate, and it really does turn from black and white to color! I never mentioned that each night for dinner we had the same waiters. We had two, one that handled the food orders and the other handled our drink orders. Daniel, the lead waiter handled our food orders, and the other was Michael. Each anticipated our orders because they got to know what we liked. It was interesting.

On July 12, 2007 we departed from reality, and rejoined the Real World. We had breakfast and then departed. We picked up our luggage and went to the airport. Which felt like it took forever to get through security, but it really wasn't so bad. I hate flying. The take off is rough, the turbulence is scary, and the landing is rocky. and it was a 757!  We took the plan to LAX, where we moved to a plane with propellors. Tom said I squeezed his hand so hard it went numb! I am so glad we made it safe. God answers prayers.

In all it was a fun, relaxing, and rejuvenating trip. We couldn't take our dog Sarah though, which was sad. We left her with Amy and her family, who also house sat for us while we were gone. I missed Sarah.

We hope to go on another cruise. Maybe someday we will.

MB.


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Wednesday, February 21, 2007

Anniversary
Mood:  happy
Topic: Dreams, thoughts, etc

Two Years. They came fast.  We celebrated our second anniversary. We went to Monterey, ate at fine restaurants on the warf, and in cannery row, went Whale Watching (where were the whales??), shopping, sleeping in, enjoying each other's company (yah right, as if we don't already enjoy each other), took a beautiful drive down the 1 to Big Sur. I decided to start collecting Bells for everywhere we go together from now on ... so I bought a bell from Monterey. I'll buy another on our next trip (which is the family vacation to Florida and the Disney Cruise if you don't know). Unless we go somewhere sooner.  We went whale watching, we've wanted to go for ever so long. The wind made the waves huge, and the ocean was choppy. I was scared, I kept thinking of Gilligan and his three hour tour, oh and the Perfect Storm was on my mind. I have seen too many movies. The sky went cloudy, gray clouds. And there were NO, I repeat NO whales. We did see Porpous, uh dolfins, and otters, oh and sea lions. But no whales. We all get a free watch next time we go. I didn't get sea sick, other people did. I just go scared. Well, more nervous. Come to think of it I thought about Peter the disciple and that crazy boat ride he had.  We didn't go to the aquarium, we've been before, and didn't feel like going again. We took a nice drive through Big Sur, and checked out the National forests nearby, beautiful drive, and wonderful views of the Ocean with all it's breaking waves, and high tides.  On our Anniversary Day, we ate at Benihana and told them that it was our anniversary. They made balloon hats for us, gave a candle to blow out with a statue of a couple next to it, and made us dance to music, while they sang "Happy Anniversary". Funny!! I was laughing so hard I could barely stand.  We had a great time this last weekend. It was fun.   Looking forward to our next anniversary and our next trips in our marriage.


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Updated: Thursday, March 29, 2007 11:11 PM PDT

Monday, November 13, 2006

It is well with my soul
Mood:  special
Now Playing: Entry Title song in my heart
Topic: His Hand Is Upon Me

Well, Day Two in my new task area. Review of cases inherited from a worker on leave. Uncertain as to how I feel about this. Things are going to be moving MUCH faster from now on. I spent the entire day today reading one case. Appears there is alot to do, but then again, no more than previously as I think about it. huh. 

That darn dog is getting into everything while we are gone. Guess we have to make sure everything (meaning everything) is up and out of the way. People weren't kidding when we learned that this was going to be like having a toddler in the house. Wowee.  Today we got home and she had found a way onter the breakfast bar. We know this because things that were on the counter were now on the floor with teeth marks. :)  oh well, at least nothing was bad for her.

through it all, work stress, and doggie stress, I know that My Lord will bring me through it. He wanted us to take in Sara, give her a home, and take care of her. He will help us in training her.

 In the same mind, He wouldn't have sent me to this crazy and wild task area if he didn't think I could handle it. He will help me tame this crazy roller coaster of a job, and he will help me survive, in a healthy way.

 For all this I can trully say that It is Well with my soul. My Lord is with me, he will guide me in my job, my parenting, and in all the other aspects of my life.

It is Well with my Soul.

 HB.


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Updated: Monday, November 13, 2006 11:00 PM PST

Sunday, October 29, 2006

oh Blah Dee -- Oh Blah Dah --
Mood:  hug me
Topic: Dreams, thoughts, etc

oh Blah Dee -- Oh Blah Dah --

Oki dokie ... nothing really to talk about. My closest of close friends know that we have been wanting a baby for the past year. ... and never really been able to for what ever reason. Last week, went to the doc, and now hopefully we have answers ... and someday soon a baby ... just put simply ... the way my body is created kinda put a bit of a tilted kink to everything ...
Now explain another thing for me doc will ya?? What do I do about my job? I love my job, at least I did. I don't take kindly to changes, and my job is changing. I work is a task area of my department that is of Voluntary Services, no Court involvement. Now next month, the 6rh-ish I am moving to that unknown area of Court Ordered Services. I have always been in Volutnary, and now COURT?! Well, I know that God is Control. Apparently I am a good, experienced worker. At least that is what I keep hearing from others. Ookay ... so .... If I am experienced, WHY DON'T I FEEL CONFIDENT IN MY JOB?! Well I am Christ's child, and he will go with me to the den of Lions (attorneys and judges) ... I am told that because I believe person can change I will be an asset to the court arena. I hope so. Please God go before me. Please!
So ObiWonKenobi can you explain why people leave this earth before they grow old? For more info check out
lost surfers midwest girl's page and blog. You will then know what I am talking about. Tif is my bestest of best friend and also has become my sister over the years, that make her brother my brother. Now he is gone. too soon. so sad. I hope and pray that God will get ahold of the person who was drunk at the time it all went down. I hope that those of my friends who drink and drive will not drive anymore. Please God, Change his heart Change his soul.
so oh blah dee oh blah dah. Life will go on. I to court services, and Nick is in Heaven.
Wanna hear good news? I met Neveah last night. Oh so adorable. And watching my dog around that dear sweet babe... dog so timid, and almost shy if a dog can be shy. very curious I might say. So cute.

Welp, take care all. Blessings upon you one and all.
 
MB


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Satisfaction
Mood:  a-ok
Topic: Blessings

Well, my last post hoped that the Cards won the Series. They did. I don't watch base ball, except for the ANGELS. But I was really glad to hear the Cards won. I did a little jig.

HB


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Wednesday, October 25, 2006

Life Happens .... WHY?
Mood:  hug me
Topic: His Hand Is Upon Me

A week ago today a dear friend died way too early. He was a young man who was my friend, and I considered him my brother. He was hit by a car while walking. I mourn his loss, and I truly want to be with his family. My heart is with Tiffany and the rest of her family. Bubba was a great friend, who where ever he went he always made a friend, and not an enemy. He will surely be missed. My thoughts and prayers are with his family. HUGS to you all.

I hope the STL wins. For Bubba.

Also, that same day I learned I am being re-assigned at work. I don't plan to fight this re-assignment, as I know that if I do, I will only postpone the ineviteable. I remember Bubba who took alot of life changes in stride. So I need to do so as well. Certain things can't be changed. Same with this re-assignment. So, I go with a smile, a saddened eye, and an attempt at a positive outlook. That which I have learned with my current task area, that people CAN change and do deserve another chance is possible. I will miss my current co-workers. but that is the beauty of Company email, and Company training. yeah. Not only that, but I will work with my current co-workers again ... in the future at some point in time. yeah. I'll just keep telling myself that. It will all be ok.

HB


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Saturday, September 16, 2006

More Landmarks
Mood:  celebratory
Topic: Blessings
OK, well I was noticing it has been a while since my last post, and it isn't as though anyone reads this. (btw if you do, you can send me an email or post a comment letting me know what your thinking) What has happened since April? My husband and I bought a house!! Well actually it was being built since oh about March ... We moved in last month ... Still unpacking.  For some reason I find myself dragging my feet on the unpacking part ... I have that which I need unpacked ... we are comfortable ... But I really should get to those boxes I guess. It has been wonderful though ... I love it here. Not only did we move to a new house ... but also a new town ... same county though. So we have our same jobs. Which is good. We have a new church. Still getting used to it though ... but good preaching and great worship.  I look forward to getting more involved there. We also have a dog now.  Our dog is a small hyper active bundel of energy. She is already attached to us, and we to her. God has really blessed us, I am trully thankful. HB


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Monday, April 3, 2006

Sometimes Life just takes over
Mood:  don't ask
Topic: His Hand Is Upon Me
Sometimes life takes over, and you gotta let the bed be your home for a few days. This past week I have had the flu. Either I am battling spiritual ... or something is really icky! When I sleep, my dreams this past weekend ... especially Saturday, and Sunday nights ... were of me praying very loudly and very -- I would say, rather mournfully ... that isn't the right word ... at times it was mournful ... but more i don't know emotional. the emotions varied. The dreams the pictures in the dream did not fit the prayers. I knew what I was praying for in the dream ... and what I was praying didn't fit the pics in the dream. (even when I couldn't understand the words I was praying in the Spirit at times) I know that I feel rested when waking ... but still icky from the flu. yet at peace spiritually. My husband hasn't said anything to me about talking in my sleep ... but he has said I have been restless in my sleep (tossing and turning)... I know that there are certain people been laid on my heart to pray for of late. But upon waking, all I remember is praying emotionally in a dream, and I don't remember what about. The Lord knows. I guess I will just leave it at that. HB


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Wednesday, February 22, 2006

Landmarks
Mood:  celebratory
Topic: Blessings
This entry is actually a bit after the fact. I needed time to figure out what to say. Even as I type I only have a vague idea ... bear with me ... This past year has been amazing. The wedding pictures are online, well a few are. The wedding web page is online, and has been updated. The first has been finished. We celebrated our First Anniversary!! :) What did we do? Dinner (Salmon and Wine), music (Smooth Jazz), and Dancing. ooh yah!! Candles. Candle lit Romantic Dinner. It was awesome! So sweet and tender. But the year has not always been awesome. Oh it has been a good one, a Blessed one. But when two independant adults join forces, it isn't gonna be easy to work as a team. No matter how difficult marriage has been, I wouldn't change a thing. This whole year has been blessed. We haven't had to deal with alot of frustrations newly married couples go through, alot was dealt with during our courtship, and in pre-marital counseling with our pastor. Communication is the Key to wedded bliss. The day after we got married, my grandmother passed to Heaven. That was tough. Bittersweet. Thing is, even though I miss her, I know she is in Heaven. There were times I wanted to talk to her, and wasn't able to ... so I went back into memory, and tried to figure out the answer to the delemma with my memories ... some answers were there, and some I found within, planted by my loving parents, and pastors. Some answers my grandmother modeled during her life. Strength, prayer, standing by your man, support, encouragement ... list goes on ... What she taught my father which he implemented into his marriage, which I am learning to implement in mine, I am still learning. My mother is teaching me too. That which she has learned, and that which she instilled in me as I grew. Patience. God is always teaching me this. Even now, as we are buying our first home, I am being taught Trust, Patience, and Encouragement. All of which I lack. As a wife, I am learning to trust my husband as he makes decisions for us, and for our future. Patience to see it through, and encouragement?? I tend to be realistic. ... some might say pessimistic ... I see all sides of a concept ... both the good and the bad ... I am learning to trust in my Lord, so that I can be encouraged and to be an encourager. I am learning that my husband needs me to encourage him as he takes the position of Head of Household. As he leads and guides. This year has been difficult. But as I said earlier, I wouldn't change it for anything. I have enjoyed this year, and am looking forward to many many many more. Grandma saw all sides to an issue too ... but she had great faith. For that she instilled into me too ... my parents re-inforced ... and my husband constantly reminds me of it. For all this, and many more ... I am greatly Blessed.

I have learned and am learning to take one day at a time, push my husband in his sleep to tell him to roll over, spend more time with my husband, leave work at work, cook savory dishes, and trust in my Lord in all things, including buying a home.

~ HB


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Wednesday, January 25, 2006

New Years Resolutions
Mood:  spacey
Now Playing: Television as background noise.

New Years Resolutions? Every year someone talks about New Years Resolutions. Where did this idea begin? I don't know. And I really don't feel like researching the concept. All I know that every now and then I think about what I would like to make for a simple goal for this new year. What are my resolutions? I have a few. Some people have one big one. I decided to have a few.

One: I want to lose weight. What resolution is complete without this goal? No, I really want to excercise more, eat healthier, and go down a dress size or two.

Two: I want to make sure that when it is my co-worker's birthday that their desk area is decorated with streamers or something similar to mark the accomplishment of growing a year older.

Three: I want to fight less, love more, and learn to enjoy life more.

Four: This one should actually be number one: but these are not listed in order of importance. I want to read my Bible more often, attend church more often, draw nearer to Jesus.

Five: Spend more time relaxing instead of in a mode of stress.


Well these are a few. I don't know what anyone else has for a resolution. But I have these.

How am I doing? Well... that is all in the eye of the beholder now isn't it?

HB


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